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The Moment When I Got Attract to Fashion

I don't like wears any dress and makeup. I made cosmetics. but it doesn't mean I wear that. it also doesn't mean I am special, speak about making other people down just to lift you up theory. There must be a lot of people not adore it too. A little back story when I was a kid, my mom got so flustered about making me wear a ball gown. "why don't you want to look like Princess when everybody does?" she said.  And for the rest of my youth, I spend a lot of time to thought about that. why? I ended up look messed in my entire collages era every single day. I avoid parties, hang out, and funnies things. I also not came to the graduation. I hate looks spectacular. I do absolutely hate my appearance. I finally make a deal with my thought, spirit, and soul about this principle. and I found that I don't like cosmetics because it makes me feel like a fake. no offense, please. It's like a smile when you feel hurt. Happy when you broke. like putting a mask right on...
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Pelajaran dari film terbaik di 2020: Soul [Its Not Spoiler]

-Soul, 2020- Berhenti ngerjain penelitian bikin gua akhirnya men"cuti"kan diri sendiri selama 2 minggu. Dan disaat orang lain baru hingar bingar meneliti, here I am... di depan laptop bersama disney hotstar dan pixar menemani waktu istirahat mental ini. Karena tujuan gua 2 minggu adalah istirahat mental, maka gua memutuskan untuk menonton semua film yang temanya kesehatan mental. 1 film yang menyentuh ruang pikiran dan hati gua, Soul, film yang katanya terbaik di tahun 2020. Gua heran kok bisa film kartun buat anak - anak malah jadi film terbaik? Dan setelah gua tonton, well, film ini gak cocok buat anak - anak dah kayaknya. Terlalu berat, sama kayak the best masterpiece "a little prince" yang gaya penulisan bukunya ciri khas buku dongeng, yah namanya juga surealisme, tapi menohok banget pas dibaca orang dewasa. Yang mendorong gua membuat tulisan terhadap film ini adalah gua akhirnya berhenti sejenak dari memikirkan teori dan mempertanyaan lagi hidup gua. Dan bersam...

Behind The Story of Penelitian

Mumpung kesibukan gua lagi penelitian dan gua gak bisa nulis artikel atau jurnal ilmiah apapun. Yowes, blog ini selalu jadi pelampiasan curhat dan drama. Gausah baca abis, gpp, karna ini bakal full drama. Penelitian itu bagian dari tugas akhir. Tapi sebenarnya menjadi peneliti itu mimpi gua banget. Kerja di laboratorium yang jauh dari ramainya peradaban manusia (#eyaak). Asli emang introvert itu kebanyakan mimpinya ketinggian yah. Walau begitu, gua itu anak yang mimpinya gampang berubah. Apalagi kalo udah digampar kenyataan. Nih 5 kenyataan kerja di lab yang membuat gua merasa “ah.. apa bener kerjaan kayak gini yang bener – bener gua inginkan?” 1.         ENERGI Kerja di lab itu butuh fisik yang kuat men.. terutama kaki. Percayalah lo gak akan bisa duduk berjam – jam karena gak ada yang namanya duduk ketika penelitian walaupun kursi ada didepan mata. Lo bisa duduk Cuma pas nungguin autoklaf doang. Iyaa.. lain dari itu lo mondar mandir periksa sampel, ...

5 Manfaat Ikut Program KKN Tematik Covid 19 Daring.

5 Manfaat Ikut Program KKN Tematik Covid 19 Daring.  KKN Tematik Covid 19 2020 Unsplash.com/Gaelle Marcel Sebagai tindak lanjut dari upaya penanganan Covid 19 melalui program Relawan Covid 19 Nasional (RECON) dan implementasi Tridharma perguruan tinggi melalui kebijakan Kampus Merdeka, Merdeka Belajar, Ditjen Dikti Kemdikbud berkolaborasi dengan BNPB, AIPKI, ISMKI dan dukungan berbagai  stakeholders , menyelenggarakan program Kuliah Kerja Nyata Tematik (KKNT) yang terkait dengan Covid 19. Salah satu tema dalam program KKNT ini ialah “Covid 19 – Daring”. Nah, pelaksanaan KKNT daring (dalam jaringan) ini cenderung membuat peserta merasa bosan dibandingkan luring (luar jaringan). Selain karena mereka tidak bisa berkumpul bersama rekan satu tim, pengadaan program kerja pun terbatas jika dilakukan hanya dari rumah sehingga KKN tidak terlihat menarik lagi. Tetapi jika melihat  benefit  yang ditawarkan setelah program KKNT Covid 19 ini selesai, kita pasti akan kembali mempe...

K BYE, 2020

Superbly thank you for this big year. 2020 is the year while I was much grateful. The year that I've never expected. The year when my life suddenly got easier. The year when I become more confident. The year when I found my favorite things to do. The year when I know what I have to do the next year. The year when I couldn't even see anything live, but I was happy. The year when I shouldn't see my enemies.  The year when I didn't see people who I hate. The year when I didn't run every time I became later. The year when I didn't have to go to other villages, to anywhere I couldn't know. The year when I went on an airplane trice by myself. The year when I suddenly want to cut my hair and stop to pull it out or punch my head.  The year when I decided to stop thinking that I was depressed. The year when my eye was getting inflamed and my foot was getting injured. The year when I couldn't see my phone and laptop too. The year when I've got FOMO, cybersickn...

A Letter From 2030

    Dear myself in 2020, What will future really looks like? From the next 10 years I see, there is nothing new on the earth. Its not as terrible as you think and its not as glorious as you imagine. What exists now is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done. A history always repeats. If you think we will starve, drought, be poor and suffer from disease. Trust me, you will be fine in 10 years later. They will release new better foods because synthetic foods will not be scary to eaten. Many years ago, human also refused fruit and vegetables that were fertilized by animal waste. But now, we eat it. We eat hydroponics, broiler chicken and even fast food that is considered dangerous. We like these foods. And we are fine as long as we are in normal consumption range. The famine that exists now is what will be. But the solution has been done is what will be done. We don’t change the world, we repair it from the damage we have made. Two things that I know can...

Mangrove untuk Mengurangi Pemanasan Global

Kehidupan masyarakat pesisir bergantung pada sebuah komunitas ekosistem di sepanjang pinggiran pantai yang disebut mangrove. Mangrove memberi mereka makan melalui mata pencaharian penduduk setempat di sektor pertambakan dan penjualan batang kayu bakau untuk dijadikan kertas. Mangrove memberi mereka minum lewat perannya dalam mengintrusi air laut sehingga air mineral yang diperoleh dari dalam tanah tidak berasa asin. Mangrove melindungi lingkungan tempat tinggal mereka dengan meredam angin dan gelombang air laut, menjaga mereka dari abrasi, pengikisan pantai, lumpur dan perangkap sedimen. Sebagai masyarakat kota yang tidak pernah merasakan benefit langsung dari mangrove, saya terlalu acuh tak acuh terhadap ancaman kehidupan mangrove. Padahal bagi masyarakat kota, mangrove membantu kehidupan kita dalam mengurangi pemanasan global. Betapa kehidupan perkotaan memberi kontribusi yang sangat besar terhadap isu pemanasan global. Menurut Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC), sekt...

Hi, my name is FOMO

Based on the true event. As a student, we have to pay to attend 24/7 in WhatsApp just to check out our mess schedule. Our campus system never had a fixed schedule for learning activities. So, our leader must call the lecture every single day just to check out if they won't teach us tomorrow. That how I start to get those symptoms.  Sometimes, the lecture replies to our leader's message at 10 pm and he would inform that confirmation at 11 pm. I never sleep at more than 12 pm inactive day till one day, I got inform at 11.45 pm that we will start study at 8 am on the next day. I slept early and woke up at 7.50 am. So, I became the crazy girl who runs to the faculty without took a shower at all. Even to brush my teeth, I didn’t have enough time. I had been late and can’t enter class many times because of that. I confess that I have bad time management. To sleep, eat, study, take a bath, I still confuse to decided which activity should I start. But in fact, I had a bad s...

Menuju Era Pendidikan Indonesia 2030

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Indonesia dan COVID 19

Panic buying , sebuah fenomena belanja berlebihan dan penimbunan stok barang dalam satu waktu di tengah merebaknya kasus corona. Fenomena ini baru terasa begitu kita melihat rak – rak kosong di supermarket, kehabisan beberapa bahan pokok serta kelangkaan hand sanitizer dan masker. Ketika diinformasikan ke publik bahwa virus ini memasuki wilayah DKI Jakarta pada awal maret 2020, timbul kecemasan ditengah masyarakat yang kemudian melahirkan tindakan impulsif dengan belanja berlebihan. Berharap dengan banyaknya persediaan dalam rumah kita sendiri, tidak perlu lagi kita belanja keluar dan bertemu dengan banyak orang. Selain infeksi corona yang menular, kepanikan, loss of control dan merasa tidak berdaya juga demikian menular. Dibandingkan langkah kecil mencuci tangan dan memakai masker, bahaya virus corona yang mengancam lebih besar daripada tindakan pencegahannya. Karena itu masyarakat bertindak sendiri tanpa memikirkan resiko lainnya.         ...

Tired dieting without success? Now, read it.

“How does a healthy diet affect intellectual and emotional health? Feel like giving up? Not seeing results? Consider this: the LAST thing to grow on a fruit tree… is the fruit” Many of us have lost touch of when we are hungry, truly hungry. We eat because it's time to eat. Even though we are not hungry, we eat. Just eat when you are starving. If you are not hungry, then you don’t have to eat. If you are a little hungry, eat a little and then, honor fullness. When you are full, ah, put the food aside. But the thing is this: you are wasting food.  “if thou shall not waste, though shall not put on on thy waist whatever thou has not wasted” If you really need an extra diet, go ahead. But what is good for one person may not be good for another. You have to find your own way. I mean to eat food, what kind of food you can eat. The context includes drinking. Don’t push this beyond anything else. The principle of LIFE is not dieting. Diet doesn’t work. It works initially. And it...

A Contradiction of Hand Sanitizer Self Making

"We have sworn to serve, don't we? Become valuable in public, don't we have to find an alternative way?" a few weeks ago, I share how to make your own hand sanitizer. I said we could use alcohol >60%, aloe vera, and essential oil. And .. I've got sooo many responses from senior, ya know 😊 "you must use WHO standard if u re the real pharmacy student" "With your comparative concentration is totally wrong" "because of that, alcohol become expensive either" "I dare you, this is not effective at all" "if made a medical product as simple as it is, we have been married aloong time ago. not been surf to a more professional degree" okay, okay... sssttt 🤐😑 first, lemme check out the WHO standard. I linked below that explanation. "  GuidToLocalHandSanitizer.Pdf  " Now, where did exactly we get the peroxide? How did we, as an ordinary guy buy that? It's too difficult sourcing...