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The Moment When I Got Attract to Fashion



I don't like wears any dress and makeup. I made cosmetics. but it doesn't mean I wear that. it also doesn't mean I am special, speak about making other people down just to lift you up theory. There must be a lot of people not adore it too. A little back story when I was a kid, my mom got so flustered about making me wear a ball gown. "why don't you want to look like Princess when everybody does?" she said. 

And for the rest of my youth, I spend a lot of time to thought about that. why? I ended up look messed in my entire collages era every single day. I avoid parties, hang out, and funnies things. I also not came to the graduation. I hate looks spectacular. I do absolutely hate my appearance. I finally make a deal with my thought, spirit, and soul about this principle. and I found that I don't like cosmetics because it makes me feel like a fake. no offense, please. It's like a smile when you feel hurt. Happy when you broke. like putting a mask right on your face. It's freak. 

I don't like wearing a gown because it makes me look glamourous. Making me look older than I should. People also making fun of me to wear that. Sometimes I don't feel any deserve to wear that. It's sorta weird. There's always a time when someone who really knew me takes insulted me based on that girly appearance. and I hate being anxious about anxiousness. I hate putting people's comments over my head. 

But I couldn't off their picture out of me. At the same time, I realized, It's all just about fashion and images. Who am I? Do I even know what a specific style to my own character? Do I even know about mix and match? Do I know what the best version looks like with my own style? It's okay if you don't like any dress. Why should be a Princess, If you could be The Queen? Why should wear a gown just to looks elegant? Fashion is about the expression of your images. And cosmetics is the way to make it perfect. it's the last "touch-up" for your best appearance. show the world the best version of yours. And don't ever have compared to the other.

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